Ramble 84: The voices in my head

Pull up your bedspread. Comfort yourself with the fluffy pillow. Warmth of the temperature you set in your room oozes in your insides. You are telling yourself you are fine, over and over again. You are fine. You are fine. You are fine. You are FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE. FINE.

But, then why don’t the screams in your head stop? The ringing of the bell which is enough to make your head whirpool. Sometimes you think you are going insane. Are you? ARE YOU? Please don’t go insane, the meek voice in your head tells the other to stop; stop this madness because we don’t need this anymore. And the other voice asks demands who you are to tell her what to do. She will continue to continue this madness in your head and she won’t stop.

So you sleep, at least try. Till everything stops on its own because you know you have no control over it. So, pull up that bedspread. Fluff the pillow. Set the temperature. And tell yourself you are fine because in ten fucking minutes you will be.    And like she said that is all that matters.

***This post is dedicated to the voices in my head. Sorry, can’t really pinpoint the condition but it occurs often.***

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